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today I had my first official class... It was okay! I'm kind of anxious because I was hoping for practical work and am met with THEORY but I'm still excited to learn.. I just hope I can academic write well ! I WASN'T SICK TODAY EITHER !! often times when I go out to the city, my post-nasal drip gets the better of me and I'm out for the rest of the night. I'm certainly tired but !! my stomach feels fine! I knew I could work around it, but every bit of proof that I can find gives me hope for the future that I can functionally hold a professional job one day, y'know? I'm currently a full time carer, so I'm part-time studying, and I think that schedule really works out for my situation.... oh my god all the ladies at my op shop when I tell them I'm on a carer pension are like "deary me, you're so young!" but twice so far the people at my uni reacted with a "GET THAT COINN" so, ! certainly interesting! I'm just a guy who works from home !

and omg... being able to say i'm excited to learn is wild in itself! apart of me feels like i don't deserve to be excited for it? Like, i know it's normal to be!!! and even good to be!! But I'm not good at expressing myself in person and usually bad things happen when I try and look forward to things, so mostly I just say im determined to be here !!!!! and that kind of meets somewhere in the middle. I need a win and im determined to work for it GHGKH

umm !! I have, a follow up doctor appointment tomorrow, so hopefully i get the clear on that and I don't have to make yet another, follow up. And then the day after another class, and then I'm free for the week ^w^ yay !

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[clovercrayon]

OMG I WAS THINKING ABOUT MAKING PICMIX EDITS FOR MY DW ENTRIES LIKE LAST NIGHT LAWL... Good luck with school!!! It's so good you're excited to learn! that drive to want to learn more is so so important! hold onto it as much as u can!!

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funnily enough i was gonna post my picmix by itself bc i’m proud of the ones i make but then i ended up saving it as a draft and went “you know what. i could still use this”! YOU SHOULD MAKE SOME !!! they’re so fun to look at and play with i would cheer.

Thank you !! i will do my queer little best !!! 💙

[clovercrayon]

hehehee I already made one Imma post it tomorrow ^_^

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YAYY!!